I’ve been ttc for 5 years now... I’ve never not once been close to becoming pregnant. I ovulated Saturday and I’m 4dpo and feel like I should be feeling some sort of symptoms even tho I know it’s way too early. I always get my hopes up and I just feel like it’s never going to happen. For once I would like it to be my turn to become pregnant. To know the joy of having someone you created. It sucks. And it’s exhausting.