Well I have been crying off and on today I started my period....I know it sounds dramatic but when you’ve been TTC for 14 cycles and still nothing it’s so heartbreaking and makes me keep wondering why? I want so bad to be a mother and seeing other people getting pregnant and having babies makes me so sad and just want it even more I was just hoping this month would be my month because I have taken clomid the last 4 months to see if it would help but yet no luck 😔