Very specific c-section question about vbac and planned c section

I had a traumatic emergency c-section in 2018. I’m currently pregnant with my second baby and I’m trying to make a decision about how to deliver this baby.

Has anyone had an emergency c section and then afterwards had BOTH a vbac and a planned c-section? (Obviously meaning you have at least 3 kids if that doesn’t make sense.) Which did you like better?

Or if you haven’t had both but have had one or the other, did you have a good experience?

Another c-section scares me but the idea of trying for a vbac and having to have an emergency c-section scares me worse. Any advice is wanted! Thanks in advance.