30 weeks

I will be 30 weeks in just 40 minutes!

I wanted to throw a baby shower but am afraid to because no one came to my first baby shower. I live far from my family and barely have any friends. With my 1st born (this is #2) I invited 40, 25 RVSP and only 5 actually came. I was so grateful for those who did come but it did break my heart that people just didn't come.

I only need diapers, wipes and new bottles but I wanted to share the happiness of baby #2. I feel very sad that I don't have my family and that I don't have any friends. I have 2 that I know will come but that is it :(