Tw// death of pets

On the 28th of December my dog, blossom, passed away. I had her for 11 years and she was the only thing that was consistent in my life. I had her since I was 6 years old and die to my dad being in the army I’ve moved around all my life. Because of this I’ve never really been able to keep stable relationships with people. Blossom was my best friend and I could always rely on her. She would comfort me and love me no matter what. I had never met another person I felt connected to as much as I did her. She died suddenly and unexpectedly. One night she was sleeping next to me and the next day I found her in the kitchen, cold. It’s been nearly 2 months and I miss her so much. More then I ever missed a relative after passing (I know that sounds bad) I have no idea how to deal with this. I’ve never been affected by anything as much as I have this. I don’t know what to do anymore.

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