We got together really fast after my ex. And yeah, that’s my fault. We both knew we were going really fast but we just.. you know?

Yes he’s aware of everything I’m about to say. I was saying that before we made it official. He knew I was a work in progress.

Im sorry if you think that’s a mistake, I’m going off of.. I just wasted so much of my life with someone literally almost a decade so why should I wait around for life to happen.

There are things my ex did that I did not heal from, and I can majorly overreact. I have apologized to his face, and corrected myself. But I want to do more than that. I want to make it clear that I’m aware of my actions and how they are wrong and that I just have to work on that.

I don’t even care if I have to get counseling. It’s not my fault that my ex was an abusive Fuck head and it’s not my fault that I don’t know how to heal from it but it is my fault that I chose to have a relationship when I wasn’t done with my healing.

Everything is fine, but I just want to express that with my current boyfriend. I know it would have been more beneficial to just NOT jump into something else but he’s all in. So I need to work on myself if I want this to work, and I do.

So main question, how do you make an apology loud and clear

And #2

How do I make the fact that I’m working on myself loud and clear

Thank you to the one comment. That is exactly what I needed to hear.