Pretty sure satan himself has spawned inside of me. A demon creature of some sort is tearing me to shreds inside. I have lost over 10 pounds, in and out of the ER, and can’t eat or drink anything. I think I’m actually dying. Like if this is was dying from torture felt like this is it. I can’t sleep, I’m up all night, I’m dry heaving, I’m crying, I’m hunched over. My husband won’t even sleep with me anymore because I’m all over the place he wants to give me space. I want the devil out of me. I want my baby so bad I’m so excited to be a mom but this is the worst thing I’ve ever experienced.