My ex fiancé and I had been together for 6 years plus 4 years on and off before that so he had been in my life for 10 years.

I ended things for good because I wasn’t happy and I want a baby and we were trying but only because I wanted to and he felt forced. Then he would stop and say that after we do this and this we can have a baby but not now so I felt like he was hanging out over my head and using it as incentive. I also felt trapped in the relationship and was unhappy and didn’t want to be stuck in a miserable relationship.

I ended things 6 months ago and last time we spoke was 3 months ago, when he told me he cheated on me and I threw the last of his stuff out of my place (used to be ours) yet he had the audacity to say he didn’t know why I was upset and still wanted to work things out. And I just heard that he has a girlfriend that’s he’s been dating for 2 months. A month after we stopped talking. I don’t know how to feel, I go through many emotions. I’m shocked he moved on so fast to another relationship. I don’t want to date again for the next 3 years AT LEAST. I understand that other people go at different paces but it makes me feel like he didn’t care about me as much as he said he did. I’ve been sleeping around just doing me. Maybe she’s just a rebound? Oh and icing on the cake, she has a daughter!! He has no place to live, no car and has been jumping from job to job (he’s been posting this on FB and begging for help since we broke up) and he’s going to take on a relationship with a woman with a child? Makes me wonder if she is providing him a place to live as well. His brother is known for using people like that. Lol I’m losing my mind.

Sorry this was all over the place. I’m trying to process everything and I need to vent!

Also I’m feeling conflicted because after everything I just want to fuck him 🙃 no one does it like him since we had that special connection and intimacy was the best