I’m 6 weeks and we’ve been trying for this for a while. Two miscarriages and now things are taking off, although of course j could miscarry again...

And I feel like total shit all the time and I’m just depressed. I feel like I’m being such a terrible mom to my 5 year old.. no energy to play and do things and I’m way more snappy and short tempered and all j can think is thag it will be even worse when the baby comes along. I’m just so worried and unhappy these days, even though we wanted this!