Am I not allowed to feel tired?
So I got laid off because of covid and I've been at home home my 1 year old. Hes been going through sleep regression I believe and my fiance takes my car to work. So I have to get creative. And on his days off he does help me. But lately I've been getting tired because since my fiance wakes up at 3 am. I have yo put him to bed and deal with our sons little to no napping. Today I ate something bad that I got from my walk with my son and I was sleep deprived and just had a bit of emotion. My fiance knew I had a bad day and when he got home (he's gone all day at work) I laid down for a bit but it was only for literally a minute while he was changing and our son was in the room. He said oh wow. My baby has lost stamina at a young age. And I think I'm just extra sensitive because I'm pmsing and he likes to think that he is better sometimes and is said ok. You don't have to be rude. He said he's stating a fact. So I just said that it made me feel bad because I need some encouragement or for him to be more sensitive and he got all offended and mad and said that I shouldn't be upset because of a fact and for me to press pause and not argue with him. To me he wants to press pause a lot of the times I'm bothered with something he says. He gaslights a lot. And I know you might think I'm overreacting but with his history of making fun of me or making me feel bad because he can "hang" more than I can. And he doesn't understand why I'm so tired or anxious because it's not that bad. I'm just bothered. And I feel as if am I allowed to feel tired and want to cry in the bathroom and feel like it's tough sometimes? I'm just feeling real down right now.
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