Today I decided to choose me. I am a very giving person from relationships to friendships and I havent been recieving the same effort. I just chose me and said that i will put me first. My son deserves a mother who is in a great mental/physical state. Im on the brink of depression and before it gets too far i just want to seperate myself. I tried working things out with his dad which I am tired of doing because we never get anywhere. My own relationship with my family has been off so I tried to work hard for the relationship between me and him to work but he doesnt listen or care enough so I have decided to stop trying. I have been trying to make the best of these past few months but things have been complicated to deal with being that im facing alot of things alone. I didnt really have a question to ask you ladies I just needed to vent.