Hi everyone I just need a space to vent and this is the only place I feel comfortable since I know someone can relate to what I’m goin Thur so long story short I loss my baby girl Brielle last year at 24weeks due to a blood clot on her placenta now I’m currently pregnancy with my rainbow baby cristiana and I’m starting to get anxious everyday I wake praying my baby is still alive I live in fear not know if she ok until I feel her kick and move we in good standing health and baby is healthy I have amazing relationship with my Obgyn so I can text her anytime or come in anytime for reinsurance I even have personal Doppler as well its just scares me just a bit with the thought of losing another child