I’m just feeling so sad right now. I got my first positive test and I was feeling good, actually thinking everything might work out! Although the line was faint on a few of them, I knew it was positive and had it confirmed by others, and then the next day I began bleeding and cramping. I’m not sure how to feel. I didn’t even get the chance to express this to my boyfriend because he doesn’t understand what it is, so I’m keeping these feelings to myself. I don’t know how to express my emotions about this. It’s like I feel numb. I was excited to maybe be a mom, but I feel like I’ve been robbed of it and since it was gone so fast I didn’t get to even process it when it was positive :( has anyone else felt this was after a chemical?