Last week I went to my second appointment and had a lot of blood work done, after that I found out part of what was being done was genetic testing and i would be able to know the gender in a week. Well today I found out the gender and it is not what I had been hoping for. My husband, me and both our families wanted a girl and well, were having a boy. He already has two boys and i have always pictured myself being a mom to a little girl, i have never felt the desire to have a son. I'm sad and trying to figure out how to get excited over this baby again. I know a baby is a blessing no matter what and i am going to love him more than anything, I'm just having a really hard time accepting it.