Advice needed on how to keep calm and not stress

Jessica

Anxiety central! Need some good stress relieving cures/good vibes the following is my situation:

-I have a bicornuate uterus

-I had an ectopic burst at 11wks in May and lost a Fallopian tube

-Had a blood clot with current pregnancy at week 8-18

-Have a thyroid problem with current pregnancy diagnosed at week 18

-Have Tachycardia with current pregnancy-where my heart races for now reason since week 20-which means no exercise/been doing meditation 🧘

I am so excited about having this baby girl but also so afraid something is going to happen! Any words of advice on how to keep calm and not agree? I feel so guilty feeling this way-I’m pregnant, I have a beautiful 3yr old son/loving husband at home and a job during a pandemic! Please tell me I’m not the only one thinking this way!