(TMI) Any answers would be appreciated

So I missed my two week checkup after having my son (I had an episiotomy done), my doctor didn't really talk much about the whole healing process or how postpartum is supposed to go, how it's supposed to feel or look throughout and I just saw a video of this girl who had her uterus start falling out and I'm freaking myself out over it, so I'm asking if everything down there is supposed to look pretty much like it looked before? Like it's not supposed to look deformed on the inside or anything? Because I swear my hole doesn't really look like a hole anymore and I just thought it might be normal but now I'm confused