I’m a FTM and I have experience with children but only ages 4-8 , but our baby will be the first newborn I’ve ever held as well as been around. What is it like as a first time mom ... parts of me feels like I won’t be a good mother & the other parts are so excited and I feel like I’ll get the hang of it ... My husband has more experience with newborns than me considering he’s the oldest of 3 children with like 10 cousins under the age of 14. I know we need diapers and a car seat and a crib, clothes, bottles.. maybe I’m just nervous 😬