How do you deal with being broken down day in and day out. It seems like you get past one giant mountain to only be faced with another. I’m really struggling to not just give up.

I have three boys and another on the way. And I feel so selfish when I think this way. My mom died at a young age (I was 11) from a heart disease. I would never want my kids to be without a parent. But I’m telling you lately it’s been difficult to find a way to keep fighting.

Any tips or advice? I find myself wondering if anyone in the world is every truly happy. Or is it all just a mask we wear to get through the day. I know I have a lot to live for. That’s not a question. I’m just struggling to keep fighting. It’s so hard to do day in and out. Will things ever get better? Or will I always be fighting for something?!

I have no friends or family to talk to about this. I feel selfish to even think this way. I’ve told my husband in the past and it just upsets him, and I understand why. But I just need help. I need someone to relate to me. Someone who can tell me how they get through their struggles....