Eating

So I’ve seen a lot of posts on this but I really need support right now from women that I can actually have talking to me. I have a problem eating in front of my boyfriend and it’s like I explained a little why and he said if anything he encourages me to eat but I feel like the problem is what if I take a bite and he asks a question, also i hate silence so if we are both eating it’s too quiet and just the fact I guess vulnerability that I’m super hungry just is weird idk. I can eat chickfila or I can eat steak if I cut it or fries but idk I just don’t get hungry and then take it home and eat as soon as I get home. I’m hungry before but when we get it I don’t eat. Then I go home and I’m like wtf why didn’t i just do it he doesn’t care but it’s a cycle. If you can’t tell me how to work on it can someone at least tell me how I can talk to my boyfriend about it. I trust him with everything I have, for 8 months. It’s just something so small that weighs me down. Help 😔 I’m not scared to talk about it just don’t know how to say it. He’s so understanding and so amazing and I just want it to go away so it can be 100

Update... I went out with him tonight and I ate more around him than I did last time. I’m working on it little by little and I will find a time to talk about it. I think he realizes though