So I have 3 great kids and my husband doesn’t want any more. I want just one more soooo badly. My sister in law is pregnant and due any day with her 1st little baby. Shes gonna be an amazing mom and my brother in law is going to be a great dad. I’m so excited for them, but at the same time I’m totally jealous and find myself wishing more than anything to go back to when I had my first babies (twins) so I can live it all over again. Time is such a thief and I hate that my kids are growing up. I love them more every day but want them little and with me forever. That might sound crazy but it is the one thing that will always get to me, it’s heartbreaking to me.