I wanna cry but happy at the same time

Amber

My little man had his last bottle around 10 something last night played for a little bit then went to bed and has been sleep for almost 12 hours if not. I know I should be happy for the rest but I love when he gets up in the middle of the night to let me know he is ok the night be for he slept for about 8 hours they are growing up to fast he will be 3 months thu anybody else going through this?