brain tumour?!

let me start this off by saying, I’ve always been a huge hypochondriac always convincing myself I’m sick but this time has been really scary.

ive been experiencing migraines, dizzy spells and i can’t focus on anything. i zone out during every conversation and i have this sudden feeling of rage, i get angry at my boyfriend for everything no matter how hard i try to stay calm.

i feel like my memory has completely went downhill I can’t remember anything and i get my dreams confused with reality all the time.

but lately ive been scared cause ive been hallucinating a little bit, smelling things that aren’t there or tasting things .

i sound crazy but yesterday i had a panic attack over me not being able to hear my footsteps; like what?! and today i had one because my head felt like it shrunk.. or I’ll move my hand and it doesn’t feel like it’s moving

I literally feel like I’m going crazy. This hasn’t happened to me before and I’m really scared 🥺😭 has anyone experienced this or do any nurses/doctors know what this could be...

I’m too scared to go to the doctors and I feel like I’ll sound nuts