You know what’s sad

Since I don’t have a baby I feel like anything I do, any hobbies I have, anything I pursue people think it’s to fill a void. If I go do animal rights activism it’s because I’m filling a void, if I take up like music lessons people think it’s because I don’t have children and need to film a void. Now I’m starting to feel that way too. Anytime I feel passionate about anything I feel depressed because what if I AM trying fill a void.... others my age are running after toddlers and I’m here reading books and playing music....