My heart is broken ๐Ÿ˜ž

I thought it was my month ๐Ÿ˜” woke up negative tests and early period ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜’ Iโ€™m 33 going on 34 I think Iโ€™m broken my body is useless Iโ€™m being punished for what I did 2 years ago.