Well this is it..

I tried for so long to help, i thought just maybe one day he will stop doing drugs and relapsing.. Its not my fault, i tried so hard.. It just wasn't enough. He just has to want to stop and i cant keep him dragging us around. I dont want my babies to end up like that or even worse.. Its sad to think me and our kids arent enough for him to stop. And im pregnant again 😥