Please do not tell me it’s just me . 🤦🏻‍♀️

I used to be perfectly fine up until like four years ago, when I went through this major depression , stopped eating and lost a shit ton of weight . I could not eat anything because it made me have diarrhea, and I’m assuming that’s because my body wasn’t used to having food!

Well here we are.. it took me an entire pregnancy to get over that , and eat like a normal human again. It was rough, I was scared to eat, but scared to not eat because it would only get worse .

Well now it’s coming back ... I’m falling into the same old habits : trying to lose the baby weight . It’s happening again.

Honestly I’m scared to leave the house cause I’m afraid I might SHIT myself 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

So I skip whole meals until I get off work... TODAY I didn’t , today I have breakfast - SOOO guess who’s not going to work today. ME.

Because I can’t get ahold of my fuckin stomach. 🙄🙄🙄🙄😡😡😡 help.

Shit makes me feel like I have IBS or Crohn’s disease .