Sometimes look at old pictures and see a smiling carefree person, before motherhood... EBF is hard, so demanding and when babau wakes up every 2h and nurses for 1h straight at night and doesn’t nap during the day feel like giving up! Need rest! And all day aline with baby, husband gets home but he has to take shower (I haven’t yet by the way), eat and there I am BF again.. and guess what next day repeat and no sunday or Saturday rest...