It’s been awhile since I’ve had a big cry, one of those days I suppose.

I’m not even sure what I’m upset about, I suppose I’m feeling lonely. My friends hardly talk to me as we live in different towns & it’s hard making new friends. I love my job but hate the social side of it and having to deal with people... I think everything has just built up. I have an observation tomorrow at work for one of my classes, everyone is getting it done but is it bad that I don’t care if I fail or i don’t care if I do something wrong? Usually I’m so self critical and want to do amazing but right now I can’t sleep, it’s been a terrible day and I really don’t care about anything. I guess I’ll see how i feel in the morning.