I promised god
I’m 30 years old with pcos. I’ve taken clomid, ferema, ovidrel, done timed intercourse, just shy of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>. I’ve never gotten the joy of feeling the rush of emotions of seeing two lines on a pregnancy test. I’ve never been able to confidently pee on a stick and know I wasn’t going to just see 1 line. I was so used to rejection! I was so used to no. For 10 years I peed on sticks and never once had a positive. On March 09 I was 11 dpo and I laid in bed at 11pm and I told god if he blessed me with a child I would tell any and everyone about this moment. From that moment I felt horrible cramps in my stomach. I kept my hands planted on my stomach and I swear I could feel power coming from my mouth through my hands into my stomach. I begged him and I asked for this blessing. The very next day I had a sore throat. I thought my fiancé brought covid home from Vegas so I took off work to go get a covid test. When I sat in my car, my cramps kicked up again but I just readjusted myself and kept on. After getting my covid test I decided I needed medication for the day to fix whatever cold/flu I had. I debated with myself on if I should get a pregnancy test. I asked the young lady did she have any pink dye test and she was like no. I told her never mind and I just wanted the meds. She looked over everything one more time and said oh wait, I do have one. I said well okay you can add it on. I got home sat on the toilet, peed on the stick and sat it down on the counter. My fiancé started a new job and was telling me about his day for a good 4 to 5 minutes before he finally said hold on for a second. I remembered I peed on a stick and reached for it and when I say my heart dropped. I saw two lines. I instantly hung up the phone and turned on my flash light to get a better look because somebody is playing a trick on me. I cried! I called gods name and thanked him. I jumped up and barely wiped my lady parts because I needed more test. I went to the same family dollar and I said I want all the test you have. She gave me a look like well did you just find out something. I paid for them and ran out the door. I muscled up enough pee to store some in a cup and test on several sticks. All were positive. Now why am I telling you this?
Today I’m 13 dpo. My test lines aren’t getting darker. My beta is 9. I know I’m early as I’m only 13 dpo but I told god that if he blessed me I would tell anyone and everyone what he did for me. Let’s just say I’m far from a spiritual person but I tried my hand at praying and it finally was answered. After 10 years of never having a pregnancy scare. I used to hate reading peoples stories about how to have faith because now they’re pregnant and just wonder why can’t this be me. I don’t want to push religion on anyone because that wasn’t what I wanted but I made a promise to god and I want to keep it.
My very first test (below) I
My additional test I went to purchase (below)
My test today at 13 dpo
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