Saw someone else post about her third degree tear and episiotomy and thought Id chime in

I had the same tear and feel like whenever I bring it up to a woman, she looks so disgusted and goes “ewwww omggg” or something of that sort.

I never thought much of it but now im even more paranoid. Im 7 months pp and also havent had sex yet because of fear of pain or ripping again down there from the stretching from sex, poor husband is going crazy too lol..

But anyone else experience this? The number of women who tell me i wont be able to have sex again, I’ll rip again if I have sex, etc... is too much... its adding to the fear... i dont know what to think.

I feel uncomfortable and disgusted with my body.