What would you do?

I’m having a big dilemma. I haven’t been able to sleep and just so stressed out.

Let me start up by saying that I still live with my parents at age 27. I am Mexican so my parents are very very traditional/ conservative. I pay for my car, bills, insurance, cell...etc but as long as i continue living with my parents I still gotta respect them. My mom is so traditional that she considers sex before marriage a horrible thing. In her eyes, I’m still a virgin. My parents both don’t like tattoos. They assume it’s drug/ gang related. A lot of things they believe in I find it ridiculous but what can I really do? They’re old school.

Well 2 years ago, I broke up with my boyfriend. We had been together 8 years. I was in school getting my masters and money was a big issue for us. We were in the process of moving in soon but it got to a point where our relationship got so toxic. We fought a lot and my bf just wasn’t right mentally. His relationship with his family was getting in the way. He was having so much issues with saving money. It got to a point where we just had to break up. My bf smokes weed. Well my parents found out 😓 like I said, my parents are very strict and that’s a huge no for them. My parents were so happy when we broke up but they did not know that my bf and I remained friends.

Well, one day.... my boyfriend showed up. He came to drop off some face products that his mom had sent me. My dad was shocked and my mom was shocked too. I hugged him and he left. My mom was so disappointed when she saw me hug him. She told me “are you back with him? I’m going to be so disappointed”

I just lied and said no. Then my bf lost his grandmother. He called me and I went to the funeral. My dad found out and he was so pissed. Every now and then my dad asks me “who are you texting” I just tell him no one and he looks at me and says “you better not be texting your ex”

My mom keeps saying that if he shows up he will kick him out. Wtf!!! So my bf and I meet up behind my parents back. I’m so sad. Idk what to do!!!!

My bf keeps saying that he misses my parents and my home. He says he can’t wait till he can come to my house. I feel so bad that my bf loves my parents so much. I just sometimes think he should show up randomly without giving my parents an explanation