Once the pandemic really took its toll on us (SO losing his job, not able to afford our rental multiple vehicle probs, etc..) we decided it’d be best to move to his parents until we could get ourselves another place of our own..

we’ve been here for a few months and things aren’t necessarily terrible but I am struggling w my self worth and all around mental health which is extremely detrimental to my son who is 2. I don’t have anyone to actually help watch my boy so that I can help out by getting a job so we can get out of here quicker. It’s obv their home so I can’t plead for too much but to start......

My SO has a sister who is 17 and she has no regard for us whatsoever, she sleeps all day and at night she paces the house making entirely too much noise in addition to their 4dogs running around while she does this. We are from different areas of our city so their upbringing was different than mine so a lot of the time I feel I can’t be myself and do what I want as an adult would normally do, especially when we do try to go off independently and are treated like kids. We are under their roof so I don’t try to complain but keeping my thoughts and feelings inside about this has caused me to shut down completely from everything and everyone...

what advice does anyone have that could help my situation in any way?

If this paragraph is confusing I can add context...

I don’t have any friends or unbiased family to speak about this with and therapy is just not in the equation right now so this is my last resort to seek some insight on where I can start to help w this.