Iui success then tore my heart out

Hey ladies. I’m trying to stay as positive as I possibly can this new IUI cycle. I need to manifest good things but I’m afraid and nervous. On Feb. 21, we did our first IUI. I took clomid for five days. Started on endometrin and estridol. Positive opk on the 20th and procedure on the 21. All the good symptoms and 14 days later I got my first positive pregnancy test ! It was the best three days of my life. That was Sunday. Tuesday they called me back and told me that my hcg levels

Are not doubling . First blood test to confirm the pregnancy was an 11, that’s nothing for five weeks. Second blood work three days later it was 18. Supposed to be more than 200. My little baby had nothing to grow off of. It just went away. Gone. Stolen. I started my period last night and I’m starting another cycle I go in on Wednesday for baseline ultrasound. Will

This happen again and again? Tryin to keep my head up, at least I can get pregnant right? Gosh this journey is such a roller coaster . Why does it have to be so hard🙁. On to the next one ☝️