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I just wanted to come on here and hopefully get some uplifting advice just to make me feel better. Smoking has been a huge part of my life and at 21 weeks I just feel so left out by partner. He’s a smoker too which I wouldn’t change a thing, I feel so hurt and left out when he can smoke with his friends & their girlfriends. I’m okay with out it, it just hurts me I cant do the same things anymore because I need to consider my daughters health but he doesn’t have to change a thing. He told me his friend wanted to smoke ans he was with his gf it doesn’t bother me , but he said it bothered him... they came over while I’m inside crying because I wish I can go out with my friends and do the same thing I can’t, because I have her to think about. It was hard for me to change, still is watching him be able to have that fun while I have to change myself entirely makes me feel so alone and left out. I used

To smoke a lot which narrowed down BY A LOT before I got pregnant but I feel so left out by him. He’s outside with his friend and his girl smoking having a good time which I mean good for him. Sometimes I just wish we can trade places so I can go out and have a smoke myself and trade back, but here I am feeling lonely , left out and unable to take a break.