Not sure what to do.

So, I've been having issues with my dad since I was 14 (im 19 now), and he won't let me drive his car to the store so I can go pick up pads and my car is getting fixed. He told me to wait a couple of hours until I can use my mom's car to pick some up and to shove toilet paper up my vagina to keep it from leaking 😒. I have to go now bc my period is very heavy and I have one thin pad and toilet paper. What do I do? I had to free bleed last night because that was my last pad and it was too late to go to the store. I was also scolded by him for showering this morning because my thighs were covered in blood.

Another issue that I find saddening me is that he keeps on commenting on my looks and weight. He literally told me to go back on a diet because summer is around the corner and that nobody will want to date me because I eat too much and I look bigger. I seriously don't know what to do. I never binge or eat like shit unless im on my period because that is when I get all of my cravings.

I don't know what to do. At this point I just try to keep my distance away from him because all he does is talk about my weight and belittles me for being plus size, yet he is bigger too.