28 weeks Pregnant and anxiety

Hello everyone,

I’m currently 28 weeks pregnant and lately I’ve been having negative thoughts with my pregnancy. Especially because this pregnancy has been very difficult for me from the first trimester and still going forward. It has caused a lot of stress for me and I haven’t been able to enjoy much of it. I try everyday to think positive but it’s super hard when you feel like crap and unmotivated, on top of health issues. I just want this to be over and I want to know that baby and I will be okay. It’s so easy to hear someone say this but my brain can’t wrap around the thought of being okay. I do have a therapist but that still seems to not help much as I’m approaching the end of my pregnancy. I have to have a repeated c - section and I’m terrified! I don’t know. I never want to be pregnant again as I hate it absolutely. It’s mentally draining for me. One thing that does help me when I feel like I’m about to panic is thinking of an animal lol. Lately I’ve been debating of getting a dog or something but I don’t know. What helped you if you been in this situation? Positive advice is welcomed. ♥️