I’m starting to think God doesn’t want me to be a mom🥺

I’ve been trying to conceive for three years, so far, one ectopic that cost me my right tube and almost my life. Left tube is clear, and I’ve been trying since I got the OK from my OB Gyn. Fast forward two years and we are now visiting a fertility specialist. And not even with drugs and manipulation I’m able to get pregnant. This is costing me and my husband our marriage. We fight more than we enjoy our time. It’s not fun anymore. We are getting old, I’m getting bitter and desperate...