I’m struggling. I feel like I’m constantly drowning. I have no friends and nobody to talk to. I was raped last year around this time and I have never truly recovered. The pandemic happened right after the assault and I work in the ER so I never had time to process. I feel emotionless. I go to work and go home. I go to work and go home. It’s the same stuff every day. I can’t make myself go out anywhere because it scares me. I need to go to therapy but I can’t afford it. I’ve talked to my doctor and I just about every antidepressant she puts me on, I feel worse. I’m just stuck and I need help.