Maternity pictures

So I have been very emotional because I wasn’t able to take maternity pictures before my baby arrived. I constantly kept rescheduling and when I finalized everything and ordered an outfit , it never came , never got a refund and my baby came 2 weeks early which was not expected. Now everyday I’m literally in feelings and crying because I barely have any pregnancy photos , didn’t have a baby shower and had a rocky pregnancy. Social media has made it worst seeing all the moms doing maternity shoots 😞 It’s to the point now where I’m trying to see if my pregnant belly could be recreated in a shoot like photoshop or something 🤦‍♀️ I think this is part of PPD 😕