I am sad. I work in an ER and come home to an even nastier home then i left. Dishes and food everywhere. Dishes piled in the sink. Trash overflowing in all trash cans. And a trash bin that needs to be put by the curb because tomorrow is trash day. Kitty litter not taken out. Dirty clothes and diapers scattered everywhere. I asked him to put my soap in the front bathroom. He said ok. Came home and it's not there. Had to order food on my way home because he can't cook and was already asleep, he ordered door dash 3x today for him and our son. I didn't get to see my son at all today because i woke up before them at 530am to go to work. So when i came home i had my light on to be able to see his little face. Naturally, he tells me to turn the light off and goes back to sleep. I'm 16 weeks pregnant and very hormonal, mostly depressed. I worked a 14 hour shift today and lost a patient. I am sad and lonely and overwhelmed. It's 10:30pm, I'm finally in bed and tomorrow I'll wake up and do it all over again.