Rainbow baby🌈

So I got a pregnancy test for my rainbow baby very early on at 11 dpo 4 days before my period and yet something in me just couldn’t believe it, my tests came to a total of 10😅😕I’m so worried about this pregnancy and only being at 5 weeks and miscarried at 13 I still feel a sense of anxiousness. I had my first appt today and confirmed, pregnant🤞🏼🌈....I’ve checked nearly every time I wipe if I’m spotting or bleeding, praying that this baby sticks but most of all I feel so alone since I’m too scared to announce anything yet until I’m in the “clear” Has/does anyone else felt/feel like this? Any advice on things to do to distract myself?