So I posted days ago some pregnancy tests, which I saw positive, asking for y’all’s opinion. I saw a positive, but I still took another the next day (Thursday) and it was a brighter positive so me and my husband were excited, happy nervous and already talking about all our future plans. We even began the name search. This would’ve been our 3rd baby.

A little back story -Well I’m very nervous when it come to pregnancy ( because of a past miscarriage ) and so I test at home until I go in to a doctor visit and confirm I’m pregnant and all.

Anyway

So I went and did another at home test on Sunday and it came back negative. I was confused so I took two more and they were both negative to. I felt upset and confused but didn’t think much.

Well yesterday (Monday) I began bleeding (period?) and I honestly feel upset, bummed, in disbelief, & confused, very confused.

I called my doctor and they said it’s more than likely a miscarriage and that I can go in to run tests to confirm it but that more than likely it is one. I honestly don’t want to go in at this point I feel like there’s no point.

My biggest concern on me rn is that I haven’t cried. With my first miscarriage I cried for days, but yesterday and today Idk how to feel, and I’m mostly trying to keep myself busy. I haven’t rested at all, I have been everywhere all day cleaning and doing anything to keep busy.

Anyone ever felt like this? Also any thoughts on should o go in or not?

Worst part is my husband just left out of town for work, and I feel horrible about it all together too. Idk I’m just so confused with everythingm rn and overwhelmed. Idk but, positive words and advice will be appreciated 💖