I’ve been with my man for 9 years. The sex is great. He always wants sex and I love it but...I have a weird feeling.

My bf never had social media. Up until recently ...6 months ago he opened an Instagram page. Although he doesn’t follow females (I know because he only follows 15 people) j have a feeling he’s coming across sexy women on there or maybe searching them up

Call me crazy but let me explain. My dumbass forgave him. Around December for Christmas I wore a nice christmas dress. He didn’t like it and called me a hoe. Lol. 🙄 he said it was too much...I felt very pretty much he said my body was too much. I cried that whole night. Well on. We years <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> I remember he wanted to have sex and I couldn’t. I told him I couldn’t forget the fact he called me a hoe. Well that led to another fight. He said my body is beautiful and is insecure. I reassured that he had nothing to feel insecure about

Well.... for Valentine’s Day it repeated again. I wore a sexy outfit. He told me I looked disgusting and I was fat. I cried so fucking much. I dumped him and he begged and begged telling me I was so beautiful. I fell for it.

Just today, after having sex I got very sweaty...so I showered. I threw some sweats and a hoodie. He loooked at me and said “babe can you try and look better. You never dress up nice for me.”

I feel like ever since Instagram maybe he has realized there are hot women out there?

So I told him “what? When I do dress up nice you call me a hoe and fat” well I cried again. He got annoyed and told me I take everything personal. Idk but I don’t think I can get naked in front of him again.

When I do dress up he says I look disgusting

When I don’t he tells me to put effort