My Period is set to start in six days and I’ve been cramping off and on. I feel like I will end up getting my period, just as I have in the previous months. I know ttc takes time and you have to be patient, but how do I handle the expected disappointment month after month? Last month when my period came two days early I was a mess. I’ve been making myself busy and trying to not think about it but every month is like clockwork, as I get closer to my expected period I can’t help but to become sad and weepy. Everyone including my therapist that I’ve talked to about have told me to be positive, but I can’t. This process sucks and I can’t stop caring about something I really want.