Need to vent

I feel like I can’t do anything right anymore. That no matter what it’s all wrong. My anxiety and depression is taking over and I’m tired of fighting. Every time I come up for air I’m shoved right back down. I’m so alone no friends away from family and my S/O now tells me that he wants more alone time that I follow him around like a puppy.

I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life moving and not sure how to get back to my feet. Ugh why is life so hard. I can’t deal anymore I don’t want to.