This might be a bit of a Debbie downer...

Sydney

Hiii 18 y/0 female herešŸ˜‚ I was in a relationship with a guy for a year and he cheated on me. And I thought I was in love with him and I thought he was in love with me but in the end it Was all a lie. I feared that I was never going to find love but when I found him I thought maybe I was just being stupid and that he was a man for me. But now that I’m single I realize I might be alone forever and I might never find the person I meant to be with. I have so much fear of this because I I am a person who loves to be in love and loves to be loved.. I don’t want to be alone forever. All my friends are super pretty and skinny and has no trouble getting attention from men, but I’m 5’10ā€ and chubby, and options are very limited for me. I hate this and I hate being the only one not happy and in love with a person I have a future with. So my question is, how do i accept the fact that im going to be alone forever? Because I’m having a hard time and I just want to be okay but it’s hand when no one is around or there for me. I’m scared I won’t be able to grow old with the person I love and have the kids and a family I always wanted.. I’m struggling with the fact that I might not ever get to have the one thing I’ve always wanted since I was little. Advice?