5 weeks PP

I’m 5 weeks postpartum.

My vagina feels loose? Like if I look there I can see more than what I’ve ever seen there there! Never seen any of what the vagina looks like as it’s always been closed and tight until I had my baby?

I also had to have episiotomy.

Can anyone else relate to this?

Feeling loose?

Seeing like white fleshy looking inside vagina?