Hey ladies please no judgement ..... Today I made the hardest decision ever! I’m currently going through a separation from my toxic ex husband and just right before I ended the relationship I found out I was pregnant with my 4th child. We just had a baby in august our daughter haven’t even started walking or anything yet. Right off the back he told me to get a abortion we already struggling and I’m against that so I let that man go ✌🏾 anyways I started battling the bad end of everything and I talk myself into doing what the best for the child and not bringing another child in this broken home and to not have both parents so I book a appointment yesterday to have abortion done. I couldn’t get it done because my old license didn’t match my new legal marriage name so I was turn around. I was able to reschedule the appointment for this morning and was to suppose to be there at 9:30am but I received a call from my MIL telling me her friend wanted to tell me something. The lady get on the phone and the first thing she says is “ I don’t know how to tell you this” my heart drop I was thinking she was going to tell me something bad about my ex husband or something but nope she told me she Been in my situation where she hide her pregnancy and was scared but she made it . We cried together on the phone and she told me this was my sign from God that my baby was meant to be here because I couldn’t get it yesterday and here she was calling me out the blue telling me she had a weird urge to talk to me and tell me something( crazy thing is I only met her once and we barely spoke two words to each other) after our long conversation of talking, praying and crying I’m sitting here with my kids and eating breakfast and planning for my little bundle of joy that’s coming 11/9 ❤️ sorry this was so long I just needed to vent ladies prayers for a safe pregnancies for us all ❣️ and baby dust to all my ladies who are trying ❤️❤️❤️