So yesterday I finally found out I was having an etopic pregnancy my heart literally just stopped thankfully thru caught it in time for them to give me The shot I’m so heartbroken I wanted this baby so bad me and my husband have been ttc for 3 years with out ant luck and on March 9th 2021 I got a big fat positive I was so happy planning this all ready just to be told it wouldn’t happen I had been going to the doctor for about 2 weeks before they saw it I just feel a lost I feel like a failure I had two miscarriages in the past not my husband but I just feel like my body is broken and it hurts everyone says I should be happy I have a daughter and I am but she 9 years old I want to give her a sibling I just don’t know or feel like I can