I’m freaking out

Nj

I just had an appointment with my specialist to review my tests and ultrasound. I have a very regular cycle. She told me my AMH (39y) is 2 which she said isn’t good at all. My FSH is 5 which is normal. My follicle count shows 2 eggs in one and 1 in other ovary ( ultrasound done on cd 2) so I asked her can these tests be varied from cycle to cycle she said No??!!! 😭😢They don’t change??!!! Which I heard a lot numbers can change from cycle to cycle??!!!! She doesn’t like when I ask questions so her answer is mostly yes or no . I’m so freaking out and hopeless now and I think I cannot be a mother at all with what I heard from my doctor. 😩Please please tell me about your experiences ladies I don’t know who to talk right now to just calm me down 🙏🏼 thanks 🙏🏼